The Dark Side Of My Life With The Law And Lessons
At anytime i try to be good as possible but i feel like there is spiritual or dark spirit that is making me miserable. It hurts me so much to extend hurting those that loves me.
In life, people have got good luck and back luck too. This lucks they do not have any hand behind there happening but we still doubt about there existence. As for me know I believe that all these things that I pass through are just a source of bad luck. I have been raised well in this life as a family and this thing I might probably be spiritual. I have been involved in several cases and other issues. Note that I am married having a child and still I have a pending case waiting the predicament and several of them in the past that have been solved.
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I want to give the precise story about me, and it begins:
We were raised by both parents when life was good and money was scarce yet that was not the big deal for our parents. Our parents are special people and we enjoyed life at its ultimate way in those small blessing that we got. This time my mum scarified all for his children and tried to tighten the belt as harder as he can. The climax of our life changed completely after the death of our father when we were on school. I was in senior school therefor I depended now full for any support from my mother at any time. My mother did not fail me; he supports me in the way none will ever.
At one with I was caught in the wrong place here in Kenya with the police who raided one area. I was caught spent several nights in the custody before I was discharged.
The second incident took place in USA; I accompanied my friend whom went to receive the illegal package that was sent to him vie mail. Here I was arrested again with my friend. My mum suffered so much since I was in jail for longer period of four week, this was a burden to the family that suffered much. My mum suffered so much in the past to take care for me now still she is suffering so much, it hates me. It’s from her finances that my case was dropped and he suffered the lost once again that took several decades before he might recover. What hurts most is that my name was already tarnished in out of the place w stayed.
The nest one, is the arrest that scorches most than any other. This is leadership role that was bestowed against me by a friend after a trusted faith in the business. I took so much money form him and today even if one body could come and ask me the money, I can not trace the money nor will I tell why I took it from him. This is the pain that has been surfacing in my mind for the longest time.
This life is a mess, draining and full of drama that need no television to watch. I thought is nice to ask for guar dance and help in both physical and the spirituals one. This has made me rethink about spiritual attack after a long way crashing with law.
So might mislead them selves that I have done nothing to curb this myself. Its is a false notion to develop. I have sacrificed and tried as such as I can to live a good life that anyone might dream of. I took steps in the past to consult and request interventions from the men of God and even some powerful anointed people. This heavy think is eating my soul and a have not gotten the right answer to that problem. I do not pose any ultimate excuse for me to change completely I know how smart a am, nice person and helper to other in any situation in life when called for. I give without asking, love nurture and most importantly am an educator.
My big concern is that, if you have passed on the same route kindly guard me how you managed to get out? How can one know if its a physical or spiritual attack? If you are a spiritual person, can you help me understand it and properly lead me to recovery form it?
—Yaw
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