I Cursed My Cheating Ex And Now I’m Panicking

Not too long ago, I found out that my significant other was unfaithful to me. However, this issue is not the most important one. I will confess that the discovery of his double life has broken me apart in ways that I cannot even express. As if this were not enough, when the whole issue came up, he made very painful remarks to me. I started to doubt my value and all that we had created together during the years.

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Pregnancy occurred much earlier in our relationship and we were supposed to terminate it. It was a very difficult and emotional episode for me and one that I had to bear heavily in my heart. So when I discovered his betrayal, a part of me really got shattered.

In my fury and sorrow, I went overboard and I spoke a lot of things that I should not have. I pronounced some curses over him. I even talked about the abortion, and just so happened, I was menstruating that day. So, I used my menstrual blood for the curses.

I did not invoke any god; I do not know any. It was just pure pain and rage that flowed through me. But now that the situation has cooled down, I feel very sorry for all my words.

I have verbally retracted all the curses. I have prayed and used my own voice to nullify every negative word I spoke. Still, I am concerned that revoking it all by myself may not be sufficient.

I keep thinking about it over and over again. I distress at the idea that the words I uttered in my rage might still affect the situation. I don’t want my words to bring anything bad upon him. I don’t want to feel spiritually responsible for whatever happens to him.

What other measures can I take? Is there any proper way to make sure that none of the painful things I said still have power?

—Shishi

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