Relationship Termination, But The Seer Foretell Our Story

I’m twenty-two and I’m going through a rollercoaster of emotions hence I am pouring my heart out in writing.

Our emotional connection is five months old as of this month. He broke up with me at the end of October, and honestly, I was not prepared for it even though if I look back to that time all the signs were deteriorating our bond and they were even ringing loudly in my ears.

At first, everything seemed fine between us. Then it reversed completely. At the very beginning of July, I discovered something that still lingers in my memory, I actually was not his WhatsApp wallpaper anymore. Besides, the title my contact was saved under has also changed; “My love” got replaced by simply the abbreviation of my name, SiyaB.

I asked him why. I didn’t beat about the bush and questioned him straight out. His reply was so distant from me, as if his mental presence had already left or like a toddler just beginning to speak would respond. He replied, “Nothing, baby,” and I was convinced that he was lying to me, but I did not insist on the subject. I let it go.

Still, those things keep resurfacing. 

There was a period where we were having really deep conversations. At the beginning, eventually we started to talk less but still communication was reduced to a daily basis. Video calls ended from his side like he was covering his face and didn’t want me to see it. I wasn’t innocent, I knew what it meant. I suspected there was someone else.
So, I suggested that he should once again lead the way like he used to do it before, and admittedly I was making the effort and doing the right things. But he just wouldn’t. He simply wouldn’t.

Speaking of which, I was right in the midst of my very last test of the fourth semester when he dropped the bomb and told me he was not interested anymore. He mentioned he had lost the feelings. Just like that, I was fighting for us, I was really fighting... and trying hard to convince him that our love was worth it.

However, today I feel like my spirit is so drained. I feel fatigued. He hasn’t rung me since the beginning of the week, nor have I. My cousin has consulted a fortune teller regarding all this. The answer indicated there is a girl who is using voodoo. She intends to cut off our bond so that the future he always talked about with me-the one he promised- will become hers instead.

The fortune-teller further revealed to my cousin something about me, something my father did when I was a toddler. It has made me icy and hard for people to love me. Most of my boyfriends do not even stay for a month. But with him, we lasted five months. That was my longest relationship up to now.

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I find myself pondering if any of it was for real. If his feelings were sincere or if it was just magic or someone else’s affecting their influence.

Would it be a good idea to tell him? Would revealing what is going on be the right way to fight for us? Or would it be better to just walk away and concentrate on healing from whatever was done to me, whatever is broken inside me?

I am confused. I am really confused. And I am tired of being confused.

—Becca

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