A Mother’s Letter To Her Unborn Daughter

My precious baby girl,

I took a turn that wasn't the best for your coming to the world, and I am sorry for the extent to which it may affect your life. I never wanted to quicken; my wish was always to have a kid inside the ceremony of marriage. I have been very careful all the time, but then I met your father.

In a few months, my life was completely divided. The principles I had been cherishing were easily gone, and I am very sorry for my errors. I am still struggling with the fact that I am bearing the result of my downfall.

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Every day, as I contemplate the way to the future, I remind myself that I could have let go. If I had gotten married beforehand, the announcement of my pregnancy would have brought happiness. I would have happily informed my parents, “Dad, Mum, I’m making you grandparents once more.” But, on the contrary, I have disappointed them.

You haven’t received the good news; rather, you have been a witness to my outbursts, my tears, and my quiet but deep sighs of sadness. Maybe, you are even able to perceive the resentment that lies in me.

My dear daughter, please pardon me. However, you should know that you are the precious one, in spite of my fears and mistakes. Do not take my reactions and sentiments as your personal problem; often, I am just not able to control it.

With your father, I used to regard him as a gentle, accountable, and reliable person. He has now turned into my worst nightmare and greatest disappointment. He is never around as usual. At times, I wonder if I am craving his presence or his absence since the latter brings serenity while the former creates unrest in my heart.

Sweetheart, even though there were difficulties, I was happy when I found out that the baby was a girl. You have been so kind and patient with me throughout this pregnancy and I think you will continue to be kind and patient with me through life. I cannot predict the future, but I can assure you that it will be good for us. I will never put your life at risk again. I will be working hard, saving wisely, and praying intensely. My new goal is to be the best mother you could ever want.

Little princess, you will be my precious daughter, my very own Ewurama. I am determined to do it right this time. The past is behind us. The only thing that matters now is our future and the way we go about it. And as we do, I promise you that we will be just fine.

—Maame

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